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Dr Rufai speaks from a podium with a large screen behind him showing slides.

Congratulations, team Leicester

Leicester research team awarded prestigious prize from the Royal College of Ophthalmologists

Image credit: Royal College of Ophthalmologists

A team of specialist eye doctors at the University of Leicester have received a national award for their work, which will improve diagnosis and management for children with nystagmus. The study was jointly funded by the Nystagmus Network and Fight for Sight.

The Royal College of Ophthalmologists has awarded the prestigious Ulverscroft David Owen prize to Dr Sohaib Rufai, NIHR Doctoral Fellow in Ophthalmology and his colleagues at the University of Leicester Ulverscroft Eye Unit.

Dr Rufai’s team were the first in the world to use handheld OCT to predict successfully the future vision of young children with congenital nystagmus.

On receiving the prize, Dr Rufai said: “It is a tremendous honour to receive this award on behalf of my team. I’m grateful to my mentors and colleagues at Leicester: Professor Irene Gottlob, Dr Mervyn Thomas and Dr Frank Proudlock. … We dedicate this prize to the wonderful children and families who supported this research.”

Read the full story on the University of Leicester website

Hanni negotiating a rock with two walking poles on Scafell Pike.

Hanni’s nystagmus story

Whilst the trustees oversee strategy and guide the direction of the charity, overall management and day-to-day operations are in the capable hands of our small dedicated staff team. Hanni is the newest member of the Nystagmus Network staff team. This is her nystagmus story, in her own words:

When I was diagnosed with nystagmus in October 1987, my parents were told 3 things: I wouldn’t drive, I wouldn’t go to mainstream school and I wouldn’t ride a bike. Devasting news for first time parents. But wow, have I proved those doctors wrong!

Not only did I go to mainstream school, I achieved 10 GCSEs, 4 A Levels and a 2:1 BA (Hons) in Primary Education. I secured my first job in a Montessori nursery (yes, there were lots of turned down job applications along the way, but determination got me through) and I then went on to complete a Diploma in Montessori Early Childhood and Pedagogy. My greatest achievement during this time was leading an Outstanding Ofsted inspection as Manager of a 40-place nursery. I then became a Managing Director of a small collection of nurseries, alongside 2 colleagues. I now work for the Nystagmus Network.

As a teenager I did a local paper round, on my bike. Going a familiar route and/or following my dad who would call out instructions or hazards made this possible.

I love to travel and have done so through university (teaching in India for 2 weeks), and more recently with my husband to Vietnam, Italy and Croatia. I find bright sunshine a real challenge and so I’m heavily reliant on my husband guiding me, particularly when it comes to negotiating steps and busy places.

Since having my son in 2018 (who has incredible sight), it has instilled in me how important it is to normalise disability. At three 3 and a half he is already learning how to help me: pointing out steps, describing where something is and telling me what he can see.

I take up offers of help and support, eg cane training, PIP, use of a Blue Badge and discounted theatre tickets. These make everyday life more accessible for me.

Nystagmus is part of me and makes me who I am today. I challenge myself to do things that I know will be difficult: I travelled to Shanghai on my own to visit a friend and in 2011 I climbed Scafell Pike, with my now husband. This was an immense challenge: the uneven ground and countless steps made it particularly difficult for me.

I want to show people that having a disability doesn’t have to limit you. Yes, I have had to work harder than others but I’m proud of what I’ve achieved.

Thank you, Harshal

The Nystagmus Network’s newest trustee, Dr Harshal Kubavat has a young child with nystagmus. Like many parents, he had never heard of nystagmus before. After supporting the charity’s work in the research space as a volunteer for some time, Harsh joined us as a trustee in November 2021. He is now a stalwart of the research committee and also serves with the awareness team, overseeing our major events, such as Open Day as well as the research workshops and Symposium2022.

Would you like to join our trustee team?

Thank you, Vivien

Vivien Jones is the Founder and Honorary President of the Nystagmus Network. She started the charity in 1984 to support parents like her. Her son, Sam had recently been diagnosed with nystagmus. She could find no information about the condition and resolved to change that.

Watch the story of the Nystagmus Network on video here

Today Vivien heads a charity providing support and information to parents and adults living with congenital or acquired nystagmus across the UK and around the world.

Vivien is chair of the charity’s research committee and drives investment in new research. Raising awareness also continues to be very close to her heart. She gives talks whenever she can.

This is Vivien’s account of a talk she gave just last week:

I am a friend of Sue Darney, this year’s President of the East Grinstead branch of the Soroptimists. Sue heard me talk about the Nystagmus Network and said she’d like her organisation to support the charity during her year as President. I got a very warm reception when I talked about the origins and development of the Nystagmus Network, about how things began with a consultant telling Ian and me that Sam had nystagmus when he was three months old. I recalled how Ron Mallett of the London Refraction Hospital (now the Institute of Optometry) and I agreed it would be helpful to have a patient group to avoid the kind of information black hole which we as parents had fallen into and how things progressed from there. I told them the story of Sam – including how he progressed from wearing dark glasses with black leather side-pieces to deal with his chronic light sensitivity to getting tinted contact lenses from Guy’s when he was six or seven. Talking about Sam’s journey and the development of the Nystagmus Network always makes me get emotional – and this talk was no exception!

It was wonderful getting the support of the local Soroptimists – they couldn’t have been kinder or more supportive.

Vivien is pictured receiving a cheque for £40 from Sue Darney

Charlie and his fellow team mmebers wearing their Nystagmus Network sports tops.

Charlie’s Nystagmus Network football team

Charlie loves football. He also loves his team. When they were short of money to pay for the under 7s new kit, Charlie had the brilliant idea of asking the local bank. Banks have lots of money, don’t they?

Charlie’s letter arrived on Luke’s desk and then Luke also had a brilliant idea. He decided he would raise the £300 the team needed and let Charlie nominate his favourite charity as the team sponsors.

Luke says: “I love football myself and this letter really spoke to me. I wanted to help. So I decided to compete and raise the money to help this cause.”

Choosing a charity was the easy bit! Charlie has nystagmus and his whole family supports the Nystagmus Network. They completed the Welly Walk last June.

Luke completed a triathlon in April, raised £300 and Charlie and his team got their smart new sports tops, complete with the Nystagmus Network logo. Well done, Charlie and Luke!

If you’d like to share your nystagmus story, for Nystagmus Awareness Day 2022, please email us at [email protected]

Tim Hands – living with nystagmus

Tim has a whole clutch of awards for his work.

He says: I ain’t done bad for a lad that can’t see too well.

This is Tim’s amazing nystagmus story or watch his video

I was born with Congenital Nystagmus. I’d probably describe my sight as middle of the range, but still not good enough to drive.

After leaving school I took a degree in Fine Art in Nottingham and then moved on to the Royal College of Art where I took a Master’s degree in film.

Somehow, despite my lack of visual acuity, I have managed to forge a career in post-production sound for film and television.

Much of my work is re-recording dialogue with cast members and my hearing has been my asset. I may not be able to see dialogue in sync as well as my colleagues, but my hearing is what I rely on.

People I have worked with aren’t really aware of the full extent of my condition. I hide it well and none of the actors I have worked with have even noticed.

My work has taken me to the US and Europe and I have had a pretty successful time working on films such as “Chicken Run”, “Mamma Mia” and “Les Misérables”, as well as major TV series including “Brave New World”, “The Nevers” and every episode of “Game of Thrones”. You can hear my voice in many of these shows, too.

I have been nominated for numerous awards along the way and have won seven MPSE (Motion Picture Sound Editors Guild) Golden Reels and four Primetime EMMYs. I ain’t done bad for a lad that can’t see too well.

Watch Tim’s video online here

A young child sitting at a table drawing.

Nystagmus isn’t catching – tell your friends!

The little girl in the picture has nystagmus. She is enjoying some drawing at a Nystagmus Network event some years ago. At the time she had just started school and thought it would help children like her if people understood nystagmus better. One of the first things she wanted other children to know was that nystagmus isn’t catching. She was worried that people wouldn’t want to be her friend.

She started to write a diary about her experiences at home and at school. Each diary entry began in the same way: “When I was a baby a doctor told my mum I was blind. I wasn’t blind, of course, but I did have nystagmus. Now I’m seven and I’ve still got nystagmus. This is how I see the world through wobbly eyes …” The diary was published in the Nystagmus Network newsletter, Focus.

That diary became the basis for the Nystagmus Network booklet for young children, ‘Wobbly Eyes’. This digital publication explains nystagmus in child-friendly language and gives children the words to talk about it themselves. It remains our most frequently downloaded information document.

Extract from the original diary published in FOCUS in September 1999

Yesterday at school some of the children in my class had to have a medical. They called my name out, so I had to go. First they tested our eyesight. I thought that was a bit silly, because they know I’ve got nystagmus. I could only see the big ‘H’ because the nurse was holding the chart too far away.

She asked me if I wore glasses and I said no. I was about to explain about my nystagmus, but she wasn’t listening. She just went on to the next person.

They gave me a letter to take home to my mum. She was cross, because the letter told her she had to take me to the optician straight away. I heard mum talking on the phone to the school nurse later on. She was still cross. She told them that Mr Calver* tests my eyes and that the school nurse doesn’t need to. I don’t think the school nurse really understands about nystagmus. But Mr Calver does, because he’s very clever.

*David Calver was at the time Consultant Paediatric Ophthalmologist at Guy’s and St Thomas’s Hospital.

Download your copy of Wobbly Eyes here

The front cover of the Nystagmus Network booklet for children, Wobbly Eyes

Trustee vacancies

Are you looking for a new opportunity to put your energy, time, skills and talent to good use? Do you have the passion to support the nystagmus community in all its diversity or lived experience of nystagmus or another form of visual impairment?

If so, please consider becoming a trustee of the Nystagmus Network, a small charity with ambition to grow to meet the changing needs of the nystagmus community.

We are keen to hear from you if you have any of the following:

digital skills and organisational IT experience
professional experience in mental health support
first-hand knowledge of education and SEND
fundraising skills and experience
qualifications in benefits support
experience in clinical practice
a working knowledge of research
experience in corporate or employment law

Trustees are responsible for the strategic direction of the charity and oversee its operations. They also have legal responsibilities under charity law but no personal liability.

The full committee meets on a Saturday four times a year, alternately in person in central London and virtually via Zoom. In addition, trustees are expected to join at least one sub-committee (research, awareness, support and finance). These meet via Zoom either in the evening or daytime every 4-6 weeks. Occasionally, it is necessary for trustees to join a temporary working party to oversee an event, a project or staff recruitment.

The only other time commitments are attendance at the annual Open Day and support for Nystagmus Awareness Day.

Please contact us at [email protected] with a summary of the skills and experience you would like to offer. We will be in touch. If you would like to find out more before making a commitment, please contact us at the same email address to request an informal chat with Tim, our chair.

We welcome interest from people with and without nystagmus.

All appointments are subject to a DBS check.

Joel’s nystagmus story

For Nystagmus Awareness Day 2022 we are delighted to share Joel’s nystagmus story, in his own words:

What is nystagmus?

Not many people know what nystagmus is. The best way to describe it is movement of the eye without the will of the mind. The condition is characterised by uncontrollable eye movements from side to side, up and down, or round and round. The degree to which those eye movements affect your sight and quality of life varies from person to person. Everyone agrees – it’s a very difficult condition to describe.

I was born with nystagmus. I can see all around me, but not the detail and often not in focus. When I was younger, nystagmus was about second guessing. It was looking five times to focus when the average person could look just once. However, as my brain was having to constantly make the best guess about what I could see – the smallest visual clue was often enough to determine what I was looking at. As I’ve got older, I’ve learnt to see with my brain before my eyes, and my nystagmus has become less noticeable.

Living with nystagmus

Nowadays, I’m not embarrassed by my ‘dancing eyes’, but when I was younger it was very different. I was sometimes not allowed into clubs or pubs due to the bouncers thinking I was on drugs. And trying to make new friends when people notice ‘that weird thing your eyes do…’ is the icebreaker that I never wanted. I would also struggle to see facial cues or other gestures people were making. As a teenager I learnt that squinting at girls to see what (if any) facial cues they might be giving you is never attractive!

Although I’ve adapted to my disability, it still affects my day-to-day life. I can’t drive. I can tell when a car is coming, but I won’t catch the registration number.

I struggle to recognise faces from a distance (it doesn’t have to be that far); this creates a daily dilemma. Do I risk unintentionally blanking someone that I know or risk staring at someone I don’t know (and only realising this at the last moment)? My mood dictates how I manage this conundrum. If I’m feeling introverted, I look downwards when I walk and glance upwards at the last moment to see if I recognise the person. If I’m feeling sociable, I will say hello to absolutely everyone (and potentially make some new friends along the way!)

At work, I need to sit close to any presentations being made by colleagues. Focusing on text on the screen can be tiring after a while so I have a large monitor and take regular screen breaks. My nystagmus is also a meter for how tired and stressed I am. When I’m relaxed the rapid eye movement reduces.

What I’ve gained from nystagmus

Nystagmus is a weakness that became my biggest strength. It has taught me how to overcome the odds and find creative and inventive ways to make the seemingly impossible, possible.

My ability to see things differently helped me secure my first professional job: an advertising creative at Saatchi and Saatchi. And it has helped me in many different ways since. From writing comedy sketches for BBC radio to leading an award-winning Her Majesty’s Government programme to help more disabled people enter political life.

Nystagmus has meant I’ve always had to work 10 times harder than most other people; it’s made me who I am today. I was the first person in my family to attend university and secure a leadership position in a white-collar job.

Nystagmus has also created a magical resolve within me that ensures I never stop trying. I submitted over 250 unsuccessful applications before getting my first real job opportunity. But when people have given me opportunities, the work ethic instilled into me by nystagmus has meant I’ve always repaid their faith. And that has led to many amazing adventures in the UK, Canada, Brazil, Indonesia and Azerbaijan.

Nystagmus is ‘normal’ for me, so I’ve never written about it before. However, my three-year-old daughter was also born with nystagmus and I know the challenges and discrimination she might face. If I can help increase awareness of the condition, perhaps her journey will be a little less bumpy in the years ahead.

Thank you to Joel and his Mum, Joan for sharing this personal nystagmus story

To share your nystagmus story, please contact us

A graphic of Mike dressed as the wiggly eyed warrior.

Our £17,000 investment in research

Nystagmus Network trustees have donated £17,000 to the paediatric fund of the University of Southampton’s Gift of Sight appeal.

The money will be used to purchase a hand-held RETeval device, an imaging tool which will help diagnose changes that may impact a patient’s vision, and 4x Cervical Range-of-Motion instruments (CROM) to measure head postures.

Patients with Nystagmus typically move their heads to access the best angle for their sight
and measuring this activity will provide further data to study this condition.

The new equipment will be used in both clinical and research settings and enable the Southampton team to access further research funding.

Consultant Ophthalmologist, Jay Self said: “This funding will have immediate impact on children with nystagmus in addition to providing a small equipment contribution to allow our larger clinical trial to be funded and approved by NIHR.”

Trustees were able to make this investment thanks to the generosity of the Nystagmus Network’s supporters and fundraisers, notably Southampton-born Mike Larcombe who, in 2021, completed his Wiggly Walk 2, a cycle ride around Tasmania, and raised a further £1,000 in sponsorship. Thank you, Mike.