How amazing is Chris?

If you ever visit our Facebook page you will know Chris. She’s very knowledgeable about nystagmus – and sight impairment generally and so generous to everyone with her time and support.

Here’s her amazing nystagmus story:

Back in 1973, living at home with my parents, I read in our local paper about a new national organisation for people with partial sight. The founder of the Partially Sighted Society was keen to support parents of visually impaired children. A new local group was looking for members. I just had to do it.

My parents didn’t really want me to join: they wanted me to mix with sighted people after all my days at schools for the partially sighted. But, I was over 21 so I went along. There were a couple of people my age, but, later, a new chap joined. He’d come to work at the local teacher training college. He fitted in well. He had his own home. The rest of us lived with our parents still.

As time went on, we worked at his house setting up everything needed to run the group. Then along came community radio. Our local station set up a community programme, aired every weekday evening. It was 1976, that long hot summer. Mike and I got married towards in the July. My now husband had come to work with trainee teachers as an audio technician. He knew about radio station technology, he knew how to plan lessons so, in effect, he knew how to create radio programmes! We did our first live radio programme together with a few friends.

Over the years I’ve done the occasional interview for local radio as part of the PSSMy real mentor on visual impairment, however, then and now, is BBC Radio 4’s “In Touch” programme and their chief broadcaster since the 1970s, BBC Disability Affairs Correspondent, Peter White. At first I sent in letters, then later emails. My letters were read out, or we read them out down the phone. I was contributing often enough to get myself known. The producer, Cheryl Gabriel, credits me with being in her first programme in the 1990s.

My biggest memory, however, was in the mid-1990s: the internet was everywhere. In Touch had produced an annual handbook in print and other formats for some years and small subject-related guides. At this point I was a parent as well as a volunteer with a, by then, national organisation for parents with disabilities. The In Touch book had a chapter on parenting and was re-written that year. I offered to proof read it, then I read the whole manuscript, because it was there. I was invited to launch the book at that year’s “Sight Village” in Birmingham. 

In 2000 our 18 year old sighted daughter got a place on a music production course at the local college. She did a B Tech and then her BA. She wanted to be an audio technician, like her Dad, but she knew Dad wouldn’t be giving up his job till retirement! The peak of the course in the first year was ‘live’ students’ radio on the campus. Hazel was asked if she’d like 6 weeks’ work experience. Today she’s still there as manager! 

Proof that one’s daughter has faith in you: over the years I’ve taken in my CDs for World Music programmes. I have a collection of Chinese traditional and folk music. When possible, I’ve used the weekly community show to talk about nystagmus around Nystagmus Awareness Day. I’ve also been interviewed by young people with very complex needs who produce a weekly music show aired on the internet. Hazel was taught to BBC standards, so too are the students she now teaches.

Thanks to Mike’s business (he specialised in classical music, choral and orchestral work as well speech recordings) I’ve been drafted in as a female voice on local radio adverts. The scariest thing ever was wandering into a local supermarket and hearing my own voice scream with frustration (an advert for a local electrical shop about a broken TV at Christmas), or singing softly with our daughter a nursery rhyme to open a recording of a piece of history in a series for schools.

And “In Touch? I was invited to their 40th anniversary and then their 50th. It was a two programme recording and one guest was the actor, Ryan Kelly, who has a role in a long running radio ‘soap’. I was able to ask him a question on air. Since last December, I’ve made 3 more appearances on “In Touch”, two with Mike. I still can’t believe it! I also did one TV programme. Someone on the internet casually asked for ideas for a show about disability. Mike and I are passionate about cooking products and techniques, as visually impaired people. I stayed up late, idly typing lots of ideas and the whole lot was accepted without edit and filmed on a hot spring day in my kitchen. Fun, but hard work. Mike stayed at home to help. I found it hard to know how long to hold a shot before the camera stopped rolling. I’ve not been tempted again.

Had I ever wanted to go into broadcasting? No! With very poor GCEs in maths, English and science, I wasn’t anywhere near ‘A’ level standard. Any job was hard to find in the 1970s, when medicals had to be passed. I was a woman with an obvious sight impairment. I joined my dad on the railway as an audio typist (a common job for the VI man or woman then).

Before I met my husband, he’d started his own recording studio business from home. Despite poor sight, not nystagmus, he was in demand by staff and students to produce LPs of choral music. This was my path while bringing up our daughter and continued until very recently when we decided it was time to retire. Mbroadcasting and voluntary work has fitted round the business. Amazing, indeed. The broadcasting couldn’t have happened without my husband of nearly 42 years and our lovely daughter’s confidence in us both.

How amazing is Dave?

Here’s Dave’s nystagmus success story, in his own words.

I have congenital nystagmus. The main limitation I have experienced is not being able to drive. However, at the age of 68, I can reflect on what I have been able to achieve in my life and feel very happy. I have been happily married for 45 years, have 2 grown up children and 2 grandchildren.

I spent most of my career in Personnel Management (HR) and retired as Head of Department in a Surrey Local Authority. Academically, I was a Fellow of the Institute of Personnel and Development and also gained a Masters Degree at Brunel University.

In my retirement, I run a walking group, am a bereavement counsellor and have set up and run The Wonderyears, the UK’s oldest seniors rock chorus and band. The group has been filmed by national TV and reached the quarter finals of Britain’s Got Talent!

I hope this can be an encouragement to others, particularly parents of young children who have nystagmus, to illustrate that whilst having the condition can limit some activities (such as driving) life can still be great fun and very rewarding.

How amazing is James?

Nystagmus Dad, Robin, writes:

My 9 year old son, James, has OC Albinism and Nystagmus, but he and I started learning the guitar together about 3 years ago ( he obviously struggled to see the music and the strings on the guitar, but, when blown up, he can read the score and any annotation written on it).

We’ve been taking the Trinity exams together and in the Spring we both passed Grade 3, which he was very pleased about!

We’re still learning together, so hopefully that’s not the end of the story. Perhaps he could play a couple of tunes at the next Open Day!

Note from ed: James has a spot booked at Open Day 2018!

How amazing is Ella?

Ella’s Mum tells us about her 16 year old daughter, Ella, who has nystagmus and optic nerve hypoplasia. She has also had to endure major surgery to straighten her spine, having discovered she was suffering from scoliosis.

“Ella is a singer/songwriter and at the end of last year won Leeds City Council Breeze has Talent, playing one of her original songs. One of her prizes was to sing at the Leeds Christmas Lights switch on in front of thousands of people. Ella has never let her visual impairment be a barrier for anything she has wanted to achieve. She is currently studying hard for her GCSEs and then hopes to go to Music College. She has also recently been in the recording studio and hopes to release her debut EP of her own songs in the not so distant future. The summer is going to be a very busy time for her, playing lots of local music festivals. We are naturally extremely proud of everything she has achieved and know that she will continue to make us proud in the future.”

Watch Ella play here.

How amazing is Vicki?

Here’s Vicki’s nystagmus success story …

I have congenital nystagmus and ocular albinism and want to help to encourage other people to reach their potential.

I graduated from Durham university with a degree in Maths and Physics. During the first couple of years of my degree, I refused the extra help I deserved due to my eye problem, because I wanted to fit in. I had extra time for my a levels and GCSEs but some comments from other pupils made me feel embarrassed. By the third year I realised that I was doing myself an injustice and some good friends persuaded me to take the extra time. Although I then got very good marks in third year I was disappointed with my overall degree grade. I hope other people learn from this – take the help you need.

After university I got a job in accountancy and studied for my ACA. I got extra time and progressed through my exams right to the last stage. I failed the last exam, which was a case study and involved a lot of reading and writing – with the extra time my exam was over 4 hours long, which was a long time to concentrate.

I quit my job and went travelling around the world on my own for 18 months. I  visited 12 countries and did a mixture of paid work, volunteer work, tours and independent travelling. I absolutely loved it and it taught me that I could do anything I put my mind to – despite my wobbly eyes. I worked behind a bar (people struggled getting my attention, but there wasn’t another pub for 50 miles so they were persistent!), I worked on a wildlife sanctuary with lions and cheetahs and baboons, I built houses for poor people, learnt Spanish, learnt to scuba dive. … the list goes on.

I came back full of confidence in my abilities and decided to retake my case study exam. I passed this time and qualified as a chartered accountant. I now work for one of the largest accountancy firms in the world in a job I love.

It’s been a bumpy ride of learning from my mistakes, but I now realise that my eye problem will only hold me back if I let it.

How amazing is Rosine?

Hi there. I just wanted to share with you the amazing journey I’ve embarked on in Blind Tennis, a sport that has given me my freedom, my independence and my life, whilst living with Nystagmus, strabismus and astigmatism! A couple of weeks ago I was part of the team of 8 representing Great Britain in the second international blind tennis tournament, where I finished second in the world (behind Chris Baily) and won silver! I’m super keen for others living with nystagmus to come and try VI/Blind Tennis and for them also to discover their potential!

Read my story here.

 

How amazing is Charlie?

I’m Charlie, I’m 14 years old and live in Lincoln. I live with my parents, my brother and sister. I’m currently studying for my GCSEs. I would love to do Maths, Psychology and Government and Politics A levels. Eventually, I’d like to train as a Barrister in Criminal Law.

My life growing up has always been a tricky one, being registered as visually impaired from 3 months, being born with optic nerve hypoplasia and nystagmus. it’s been a roller coaster of a ride both for me and my parents, me inheriting the condition from my lovely mum.

Starting school, from what I can remember, was always a tough one, not being able to run around, do sports, finding the work challenging as the writing in books gets smaller and smaller. Yes, the help is there from teachers, but the challenge is far greater to focus on the work, locate friends in playgrounds and keep your eye on the ball in sports. 

Being different from everyone else was hard, unable to make friends as I couldn’t look them in the eye and not being able to understand or see their body language, made other kids not want me to join their games or their circle of friends. So, for the first few years of school I spent most of my time alone in the playground or walking and talking to my learning support assistant, isolating myself more and more as people didn’t understand and didn’t really want to, as it was harder for them or so they think. 

Setting myself goals and challenges was the best way for me to cope, wanting to prove to everyone that just because you’re visually impaired doesn’t mean you can’t achieve what you want in life. 

By the time I was in year six I had learnt to understand that there was a future out there for me, if that’s what I wanted. Staying on in a mainstream school and attending a mainstream secondary school. Unfortunately, during my last year at primary, my sight took a bit of a turn, resulting in a further diagnosis of Ocular Albinism, associated with the ONH. My vision is now really poor, a blow, YES totally, as I now need a cane to navigate, a laptop to write and read and Braille if I need it. I’m now registered as severe sight impaired/blind. 

Choosing a secondary school was a huge challenge for both me and my parents. It was a tough decision, but I wanted to stay in mainstream education. My school supported me as best they could and continue to do so. Yes, there have been plenty of ups and downs, more downs than ups, but with help from some great teachers and the learning support team I’m able to fulfill my dreams of an education that I can be proud of. I don’t have friends, can’t seem to make friends and am the easiest target for people to HAVE A GO AT, I know that’s the politest way to put it, but that’s how it is. 

The start of the last academic year was the worst, constant verbal abuse, name calling, using my sight (or lack of it) to make fun and tease. It’s a struggle enough trying to cope with everyday life being visually impaired, you don’t want the hassle of immature kids adding the pressure to what is already a challenge. With the help and support of my parents and from the learning support team at school things are now a little better, I’m learning to cope with the verbal abuse and am concentrating on my studies, which I enjoy.

Being positive has inspired me to help others in the same situation as me. I currently volunteer for our local sensory team, helping younger children at various events and supporting them with a shoulder, if they need it. This has been a great achievement for me as I enjoy supporting and helping younger children to gain confidence.

I’m currently completing my DofE Bronze award, with the charity VICTA. In order to complete the Bronze I’ve taken up Karate. After 12 weeks of training, where I get one to one support, I’ve completed my Red Belt in Shotokai Karate. I also attend a Debating Club at my school. I work with Year 12 and 13, discussing different topics every week. It’s great to argue!
Finally there’s my volunteering work with BID LINCOLNSHIRE, supporting visually and hearing impaired children. 

I was recently nominated by my school for a lifetime trip to South America visiting Peru, Ecuador and the Galápagos Islands for four weeks in the Summer with the JoLT Trust Charity. It takes 18 young disadvantaged teenagers on a trip of a lifetime. I was chosen as 1 of 64 from hundreds of applicants to go for an interview with the trust. After travelling down to London, a few weeks later my school informed me that I’d been accepted on the trip. It’s a great honour as this is something that I know I’ll absolutely cherish. Seeing the world (or not seeing much) in my eyes is something that will blow me away.

I’ve been doing some fundraising for the trip as we have to raise £750 towards the cost. For this I have run 4 X 5K Park Runs with a guide, something which I loved. Even though it was a struggle,  I did it and the funds are now raised. 

Yes, this will be a journey of a lifetime. I will absolutely love being able to travel independently and experience the different cultures of these countries. If a positive comes out of this then so be it. Gaining that independence and confidence is far greater than any friendship. I can show people that YES I am normal just like them. Having a visual impairment doesn’t stop you, or at least shouldn’t.

Whilst a lot was going on a year ago I wrote a poem to try and express what my life was like being visually impaired. I thought I could share it with you, hopefully it will help you to understand me.

WHY DO PEOPLE JUST STAND AND STARE;
WHY DO SOME PEOPLE SEEM SO UNAWARE;
THE WHITE CANE I HOLD IN MY HAND IS A BIT OF A CLUE;
IF YOU STAND TOO FAR AWAY I CAN’T SEE YOU;

I HAVE A CONDITION THAT REDUCES MY VISION;
I CAN’T EVEN SEE MY OWN TELEVISION;
I STRUGGLE ON ALTHOUGH IT’S HARD;
AND ALWAYS HAVE TO BE ON MY GUARD;

THE WORST THING IS WHEN PEOPLE THINK ITS FINE;
TO KICK MY CANE OR EVEN WORSE STAND IN MY LINE;
JUST TO SEE IF I WILL MOVE OUT OF THE WAY;
ITS JUST SILLY AND TRIVIAL CHILDS PLAY;

I DO NOT CARE FOR THESE TRIVIAL GAMES;
OR WHEN PEOPLE JUST CALL ME NAMES;
IT HURTS WHEN THEY DO BUT I AM STRONG;
AND ALSO DETERMINED TO GET ALONG;

I CAN NOT HELP THE VISION I HAVE BEEN GIVEN;
BUT BELIEVE ME THIS I AM FULLY DRIVEN;
TO GO OUT AND ENJOY MY LIFE;
AND MAYBE ONE DAY EVEN GET A WIFE;

I HAVE LEARNED TO BE STRONG AND CONFIDENT;
BY THE ONE PERSON WHOM I CAN COMPLIMENT;
WHO HAS ALSO STRUGGLED AND OVERCOME;
IT IS OF COURSE MY WONDERFUL MUM!

How amazing is Matt?

Matt has nystagmus, but, as his Mum tells us, he is on the road to a stellar career.

Matt is currently the director / choreographer for a production of Joseph in our local area later this year. There are 50 young people in the show and he works tirelessly for the group. He has been part of the production team and chairman of the group since it started 3 years ago. He gives his time totally voluntarily. He has also gained grade 8 in Speech and Drama, Musical Theatre, Classical Singing and tap dancing. He also performs with our local amateur musical theatre group.

How amazing is Katrina?

Katrina thinks she’s just a regular student who happens to have nystagmus – we think she’s an amazing nystagmus ambassador!

Here’s Katrina’s nystagmus story …

I am 19 years old. I attended a mainstream school and was treated like everyone else. I felt no different. In my exams I had A3 papers and extra time, which helped a lot. I came out of school with 9 GCSEs. My career goal is to gain an apprenticeship doing Business Administration or Digital Marketing. The person who inspired me was my Grandad. I always looked up to him. Now I’m at college and I also volunteer with Youth Zone and Shopmobility doing administration work, which I thoroughly enjoy. 

What Katrina didn’t tell you is …

In May 2018 Katrina joined the Big Blind Walk!

Katrina spent some time walking with Julian Jackson as his Big Blind Walk took him through Carlisle and on to Scotland. She told Julian all about nystagmus and how it affects her.

Katrina says:
“It was an absolute pleasure to meet Julian and to walk with him.”

Julian messaged us to say:
“I was delighted to have Katrina walk alongside me for a distance out of Carlisle early this morning. We discussed her Nystagmus and I am so grateful for the support she has given the Big Blind Walk.”

We say:
“Well done, Katrina. Fabulous nystagmus ambassador!”

How amazing is Mehak?

Growing up with nystagmus and albinism, I hated school and social interaction. I was always self-conscious and easily embarrassed that my weak eyesight, poor balance and hypersensitivity to sunlight made me rubbish at activities like sports and hiking. I was, however, always good at academics and especially loved reading. In my early years at school, I enjoyed stories so much that I was usually a reading level ahead of my class. Writing, on the other hand, was much more difficult. My mother recounts how slowly and painstakingly I learned to form each letter and number, giving both her and my teachers a hard time throughout the journey. Then, in about the second or third grade, we began learning how to use computers and I promptly fell in love with technology. I loved typing instead of writing even though it was – and still is – difficult to read the small font on a computer (and now smart phone) screen. I was embarrassed to have to lean close to the screen, but I was also having too much fun to be deterred. As the years passed, I kept getting better at writing and using computers despite my weak eyesight. At college, I finally learned HTML and that led me to start a simple blog and customise it just the way I liked. I went on to pursue a master’s degree in Communication and topped the class. Today, I am a writer and online content creator, leveraging technology to do what I love, despite the challenges. Facing screens all day is often so tiring because my eyes strain easily and I don’t have the best posture while working (in order to see better). But I love what I do and I enjoy learning new technologies all the time. I am currently teaching myself web design and working on setting up my own website. I have been blogging informally for years but have decided to get more professional with it now. I am also working on my first novel and hope to finish it soon. I feel that having nystagmus and albinism has made me a much stronger, resilient and empathetic person. I still get self-conscious and afraid to interact with others, but I am also much more confident than I ever dreamed I could be. I appreciate the fact that every single person faces challenges, but we just have to keep going and work out a way to do whatever it is that we really want to!